Minggu, 05 Agustus 2012

celoteh nakal sahabat ttg ayahnya

saat kau berbohong,
aku tau bahkan aku jg tau isihatimu sbenarnya
hanya aku terhanyut dlm diam 
trkadang kita harus biarkan itu terjadi
kusimpan semua ini rapat2 
utk bekal mereka kelak,
utk hari dimana mereka trbelenggu asa 
menerpa raga yang terhimpit.
 ini bukan ttg hal biasa terungkap dalam kata
yang bisa dicerna khalayak
tp bekal hidup menempuh kefanaan dunia
tak satupun pribadi sanggup lewati perjalanan itu
dimana ayah mereka tempuh dgn cucuran peluh
 di setiap helaan nafas,
hanya agar mereka dapat solusikan asa.. 

Minggu, 04 Maret 2012

#creamy

sudah kau masuki dunia baru bentukanmu,
kau nikmati dan kau jelajahi sepuasmu,
kau sudah jauh lebih kuat sekarang...
..dan kau pun bisa jaga dirimu sendiri,
karna buatmu tak pernah ada aku dsana.
meski ku rekam semua kisah indahmu itu dalam otakku...
..dan kau pun bisa jaga dirimu sendiri,
karna buatmu tak pernah ada aku dsana.
meski ku rekam semua kisah indahmu itu dalam otakku...
ini mendera dalam dada
,namun tak kuasa ku ungkapkan..
saat kau rasa semua semu 
maka kau kan dapati tak akan ada aku lagi..
bkn tentang aku,kau atau kita,
tp lebih pada rantaian yg sudah terplot oleh takdir
 bahkan sebelum ada masa dgn literatur fana semesta

Sabtu, 03 Maret 2012

Fire is Fire /Love is Love ?

fire is fire love is love fire burns endless like love from above sparks of fire burn out fast like fading embers when love won't last but fire burns on and love remains on and on essential flames. 
Should i say 'yes' or, should i say 'no' to your love? For there are more questions bordering me and, I have my beauty at stake as well. 
Do express your feelings when you do love me, For we are made together for a reason on this love And you are free with your mind to infer on my love. 
Keep the honey dripping when you are the honest person next door, For the mirror of your life is all about the reflections on your face And let your emotional intimacy guide you on. 
Keep the honey dripping, keep the honey dripping! For it is the sign of your love towards me and, I will be ready to answer to your call. 
someday you will notice me that im just around for you... someday you will see me, looking at you.. someday you'll stop walking for me, just to walk beside you.. someday you'll hear me saying 'i love you..' someday you'll realize how much i care for you.. hoping that someday..... you'll let me hear 'that you love me too..'
 I will melt in your love and i will melt in your kiss, For you are my hero on this love so sweet And i am flying on the wings of love with you. 
You know what i want when you do invite me, For i am living within nature's arms for your love.
 You are my hero and i am your lover, And to motivate my spirit with your true love For i am a woman and like the fig tree around you. Your name is all over me and you are my hero, You are also my love and my strength And like the fair virtue train, The sweet home of paradise is from your love. I want you to know one thing.
 You know how this is if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. 
Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. 
If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. 
If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. 
But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me, ah my love, ah my own, in me all that fire is repeated, in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten, my love feeds on your love, beloved, and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine.
 i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) .
 TO my lovely one .. i love you..
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